The things that were new to me in the movie
is Constantine's style of leadership.Aside from the fact that I cannot think of
anything new to me in the movie but I learned a lot from it.I believe that in
some churches even today there are people like Constantine who mocked the name
of the Lord for his own benefit.Trying to project a godly life just to gain
fame, wealth and respect from other people were some of the seemingly hidden motives
of Constantine which are very dangerous.
I felt very guilty upon watching the movie and thinking
about things to learn because I realized that sometimes I am like Constantine.
I'm very hypocrite to tell other people that I have Jesus but deep inside in me
it’s not true because I'm not living a Christlike character. Yes, it is what I
am trying to project outside, in front of many people butI'm not true to it.
People might not know it and even see it but I know God knows. He knows everything
in me, especially my heart. I cannot lie to God because He knows every details
of my life.I cannot use His name to hide the true me because I know I will not
succeed. I need to be true to God because He is true to me even from the start.
In Him I can fully put my trust.
I need to be true to others especially to God. I need to
ask help from the Lord to fix me, my heart and my motives. I should be serious
with my relationship with Him and draw closer to Him. I cannot replace Him with
anything in this worldbecause at the end all things will be gone but He will
remain. I’m always praying to God to teach me.
